Archive for May, 2007
Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
If a person with a terminal illness is suffering unbearable pain and wishes to end his or her life, is it wrong to help?
Well, that’s why euthanasia, the intentional termination of life at the explicit request of that person, has been a hotly debated and controversial subject. Is it right or wrong? Moral or immoral? Murder or mercy?
What are your thoughts?
I mean I can see both sides; god gave us life not to end it…… however, did God intend for people to suffer???
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
Nearly two years ago I was diagnosed with Benign Intracranial Hypertension/Pseudocerebri Tumour.
Basically it is fluid on the brain that affects the optic nerves. Thankfully, I’ve been lucky and have only had to have three spinal taps.
I also suffer from Myalgic Encephalitis and have done so since the age of 13. Fortunately I don’t have any serious problems and I cope quite well.
I would be interested to hea
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
I came across this website http://www.drinkstuff.com
I found these beautiful glasses… 
I think they are a must have for anyone’s kitchen!
They are so funky and retro – will be making a point of buying them..
They are not badly priced… £13.99 each.. a bit steep you might say for a glass – but for a funky glass – it’s pretty cheap!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
What exactly happened with this guy???
It turns out he was now part of MI6 ?!
A ‘russian british spy’ – what exactly goes on in our government?
It seems the British Government is turning into the American Governemnt – full of conspiracies!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
A catholic priest in England is asking people to boycott their MP’s if they support Abortion.
This is a much debated topic.
Personally, I agree with Abortion. I know that if it came down to it tho, I couldn’t myself ever have one, unless my child was to have severe disabilities, and by that I mean, a complete vegetated state.
I think this priest is wrong, I know the Catholic church and many religions don’t believe in abortion but this is a woman’s own decision.
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
Draft approval has been given for a drug, in tablet form, to stop the craving for cigarettes?
Will this work? It has been suggested that this will be available on the NHS free.
I’m quite interested in this, as a smoke, I’d be quite willing to be a guinea pig and try this..
I have cut down to one cigarette a day, hopefully, within the next month, I will have stopped completely.
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
Recent research in the UK has suggested that 1/5 children have met a complete stranger off the internet..
Children- below the age of 16 that is ….
Some of these kids also visit illicit sites….
Alot of parents have no idea what their children are doing on the net….
Do parents have full knowledge of what their kids are doing ?? Or are too many parents computer illiterate??
Is there a way to stop this?
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
”I could hardly believe it when I heard the news today….. I had to come and get it straight from you, you said you were leaving someone swept your heart away..from the look upon your face I’d say it’s true….” Michael Bolton
(The above song has been on repeat since I got to her house- 90 minutes ago)
So, recently I told you about my friend and this guy..
So, after months of ‘socialising’ with this guy, he tells her ‘he isn’t interested’.
They have cut all contact and to be honest, she isn’t coping the best! She feels like a whole part of her has vanished. I’ve returned to Ireland thinking it might help, me being there for her, might make her feel better, but it has infact only made her worse. Because, before she had no one to talk to about him, and now all she is does is exactly that and to me!
Talk about him……………… non stop.
She feels that he was her soulmate, and she feels that deep down he feels the same way..
So why can some men not stand up and say how they feel? Without tip toeing around the fact that they are also in love?
Why are men like this? Why were they genetically made this way?
I can honestly say, I know very few men who can come out and say how they feel!
So, we are heading out Saturday night, either to find her a new man, or…. to resolve the old love..
I’m really hoping that they do work things out, because they are very much in love, even an outsider can see that..
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 31, 2007
Big Brother 8 – officially going to be the weirdest and wackiest Big Brother ever..
These people should infact, ALL be put in a rehabilitation centre…….. they are complete nutcases!
anyone else think Channel 4 made a huge mistake putting 12 women in a house together – Watch the fireworks fly!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
Celebs tend to not think before they speak; here are a few things these silly idiots have been saying lately…….
Justin Timberlake
I’ve had a good share of the spotlight. I don’t feel I need too much of it right now
Jessica Simpson
I’ve always felt that my breasts disabled me from what I really wanted to do
( And we thought they’d made you famous? )
Johnny Depp
I’ll never get bored of Captain Jack – he is so much fun. If they wanted to do up to Pirates 7 – why not?
( oh pleaseeeee , give us some more of you!! )
Lindsay Lohan
I hate sleeping alone
(one word; TRAMP ???? – Isn’t Calum enough? )
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
I’m interested to know if a dream you have had has come true or anything remotely similar to the dream has happened in your life?
Recently I had a rather strange dream, everything seems to be piecing together exactly like the dream..
It happens me a lot, mostly silly small things, but they do come true?
Why do we dream and what exactly do they mean? Is it our subconcious mind working overtime??
I know if we tend to be worried about something we will dream of something related to that problem, well, I do anyway.. let me hear your thoughts..
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
This time round, the house is all about fun and frolics! Or so we keep hearing!!
Hurrah! Big Brother 8 is almost apon us!! The countdown is on! I’m going to be clued to the TV again starting from 8.30pm tonight!
It seems the house is radicall different from previous years, and the housemates will soon discover nothing is where it should be!
A giant roll-top bath takes centre stage in the pink living room, while the fridge/freezer is in the garden. Even stranger, there doesn’t seem to be an oven, and the kettle and toaster are locked away in a perspex box!
So…..is there a kitchen????
Will all be as it seems??
I’ll keep you updated!!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
I’m so jealous of Lindsay Lohan!
New celeb lovebirds Lindsay Lohan and Calum Best simply can’t keep their hands off each other! It must be a case of absence makes the heart grow fonder for the Love Island star and the means girls actress, who have rekindled their romance after having a brief fling last summer..
However, it seems Calum is following in his father George’s footsteps.. bedding every woman within his reach!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
Weird and useless facts..
Thanks to Zoo….
2.5 Days wasted annually by the average Brit waiting for websites to load.
£500million – amount for which Mariah Carey’s legs are insured
66% People who say they have one room in the house they won’t show visitors because the DIY job they started is only half-done.
4million – Peas it would take to fill each carriage on the London Eye
89% Number of stolen bikes that are nicked while locked in a public place
£7,500 Price of a Diamon – Tini cocktail at Tokyo’s Ritz-Carlton Hotel
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 30, 2007
So, the Royal Nacy commanders believe their new attack submarine, HMS Astute, will make Britain ‘the Manchester united of submarine nations’. Eat this, America.
The Astute cost £1.2bn and took 40 months to build. It is jet-black and is 12 storeys high, 100 metres long and 10 metres wide. It weights 7,675 tons, as much as 65 blue whales.
Brtiains first stealthsub is so quiet it makes less noise in the water than a baby dolphin – now that’s pretty cool..
The navy has ordered four Astute Class subs. HMS Astute is the first and will begin sea trials next month – HMS Ambush, Artful and Audacious will follow.. just me, or are these names absolutely ridiculous???
Anyway, the article I read goes on and on about how good this new sub is, but, the main downfall, it can only hold 98 men!
On the upside, it can operate for 25 years with running out of fuel, thanks to the power output of its nuclear reactor.
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 29, 2007

Home sweet home… god I can’t believe how green ireland is! I know people joke about the fact that it is green but honestly you don’t realise it when you live here! being away for the best part of a year all in has made me appreicate this beautiful country much much more! Excuse the spelling, watching tele while typing! not really thinking straight, jetlagged etc!
Will blog again soon.. must upload some pics too.
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 26, 2007
OMG! I promised myself I wouldn’t add links all the time BUT you gotta check this out!! :O
http://www.killsometime.com/video/video.asp?ID=934
poor baby!!
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 26, 2007
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 26, 2007
So, I’m feeling much better today.
Woke up this morning, headed to ‘my place of worship’ – aka, the beach.. came back to my place and took a swim.
I never realized how therapeutic swimming was. It’s fab!
Anyway, I leave the Middle East tomorro, good or bad? I dunno, but what I do know is I can’t wait to get back to Ireland to see my family and friends.
What am I leaving behind that I came here with?
My ex for a start…….
Perhaps also my heart – altho it is with someone else in a whole other continent! my mind? I think I lost some brain cells along the way? junk? stuff that I no longer need – I guess I should really get packing tho.
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Posted by chillaxinleila on May 24, 2007
Ok, this is all gonna sound like the ramblings of a mad woman.. but I need to get this all out or I’m heading for a nervous breakdown….really!
Before my grandfather died I attended church regularly and was a devout Chrisitan. After my grandfather developed cancer I lost complete faith in the church. How could this man who had raised me like a father been suffering so much? He never had a cigarette in his life, he enjoyed the odd pint but enough to make him develop cancer?
Yet, once again due to circumstances out of my control – I have yet again been tested. My faith has been tested. And right now I think God sucks. I think he gives people joy and then takes it away from them and laughs about it….sound pathetic? Yeah I know if does, but how can you give someone the best week of her life and then within a month change it all to mean absolutely fucking nothing!?
Enough bullshit about – you make your own choices in life. We don’t , God has a plan for all of us, I believe that, but does he have to be so god damn friggin cruel? I don’t think I can take anymore of his life tests.
I just want an easy life. . . enough of this testing me shite. I’ve been through enough in my years. I think since the age of 3 I’ve had one good year. I’ve never met anyone who can truly make me feel happy until this one person and yet again , they have been taken away from me……..
Here’s what I think of life – it truly fucking sucks!
And yeah I feel like shit today.
Sorry, no more posts for awhile.
Takin a break.
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