Whoohoo!

I’m off to Spain!

I just decided fuck it, I need a break, no laptop, just me and my friend — chillin out!

Perhaps I’ll find me a wee job out there too and not come bk here!

Gonna be great! no posts for awhile!

Sorry guys

Peace oot!

~Wish me Luck!~

Thank you to all

I haven’t had a chance to thank anyone, yet..

Well, I just want to say; thank you for all your KIND and HONEST comments. I appreciate all comments even those of you that disagree with some of my thoughts..I enjoy reading different views…

I started this blog, well, basically because of the mess my life was in, I’m glad I have somewhere to pour out my thoughts, I never thought anyone would actually read what I wrote! lol.. but anyway…….

So, yeah, basically; thank you.

Help me decide?

So, I’m in Ireland until August then it’s back to the Middle East… but honestly, I’m fed up, bored, nothing to do and my mind is working overtime….

I need to get away…

I did price a few nights in Barcelona, cheap and affordable but it was a 4 star hotel with a suite – sound ridiculous, I know….but I’m feeling low enough, do I really wanna go sleep in a huge bed in Barcelona on my own without a guy? Do I want to spend nights walking about on my own feeling sorry for myself?

I want to get away, it has to be somewhere fun where there is lots to do, but please don’t suggest ‘Paris’ – the city of romance……..

I need somewhere where I can just go and be me, chillax and take it easy……..and not think about the last 6 months……

Suggestions welcome; please note, do not suggest somewhere half way across the globe! Bare in mind I’m in ireland! cheers!

New Forum……..

www.bchillaxed.runboard.com

I have literally just activated this, I know nothing much about forums but I’m gonna give it a shot and I may get someone to give me a wee hand………..

It’s going to be – anything goes…….talk about what you want…..when you want……

If there are any problems – email me.. my contact address is down the left side panel of the blog….

thanks

Why do we blog?

I truly believe that my blogging is an online journal, sometimes I don’t really care whether anyone reads it, it just feels so good to get all the things I’m thinking out of my lil head…….. it is nice when people reply and give advise or voice opinion and I appreciate that and it is also nice when sometimes people don’t say anything.

I started to blog because a lot of stuff had happened in my life and I felt that it was all in my head and that I needed to get it out….

Since blogging I feel much better, if I have a bad day; I blog about it, if I have a good day; I blog about it……

I know recently, since I returned home that is, I haven’t had much time to blog, but I am starting to again because as usual yes , problems have arisen! whoohoo! what’s new?!

Anyway, why do we blog? Why do you blog? Is it because you have so much to say but no one in your family will listen? Is it because your friends don’t ‘get you’?

Or do we do it just to see if we are ‘normal’ – to see if our thoughts and opinions, our worries in life are like everyone elses?

For me, I’m just trying to find my place in this world……

lovely song btw; Taylor Swift – A place in this world…

I’m home!

Home sweet home… god I can’t believe how green ireland is! I know people joke about the fact that it is green but honestly you don’t realise it when you live here! being away for the best part of a year all in has made me appreicate this beautiful country much much more! Excuse the spelling, watching tele while typing! not really thinking straight, jetlagged etc!

Will blog again soon.. must upload some pics too.